New Begininings

So now that i had finally been propperly accepted into a social group i felt alot more at ease with myself and started to come out of my shell abit more and as i bounced off my new friends i began to grow in confidence and even though people were still make remarks about my appearance, my new found confidence helped me ignore it and make it into more of a joke or use it to insult them back like if someone said 'you're fat' i could go 'i can lose wait but you'll always be an arsehole'

i know it may sound petty but fighting back and sticking up for myself actually mad a difference as i made it clear that i wasnt some doormat that could just be walked all over, and now that i was more confidence i just had to sort the rest of my life out, because there was always that lingering feeling of cutting again, just because i had one bad day, the thought would always become more prominant in my mind set and i'd have to find someone or something that could do that!