"Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with you demons will cause your angels to sing. Use pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength" - August Wilson

Wednesday 12 September 2012

Part 3

So just as everything was starting to look up for me with getting a girlfriend and moving up to secodary school, it all came to an end. Pretty much as soon as the school year endd, i got dumped and i was going to have to go to a new school where i barely knew anyone, and being aware that i was overweight i could tell that people were going to say mean things and that the whole 'ginger' thing was going to arise again.

And the aspect of all that was extremely daunting to an 11 year old child, but i guess that was life, but being so young i was still fairly oblivious to the comments and all they did was make me upset every know and again and i began to hate myself and wanted to be different, i was sick of my own body.

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